Hey there lovely lady...

Hey there Goh Pei Xian what is like in Melbourne city huh!!?
Bad gal send me song make tears rolling. lol

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My ambitious routine

In shows i do alot of ambitious card routine

In life, i missed several chances to be ambitious

I have another chance of being ambitious right now
I just hope no any wild card will pop up to ruin my routine
I'm praying
Its not easy
Its low
But, i still got a chance.
No news is good news.
I'm still praying


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光良 握你的手

作词：姚若龙 作曲：光良 编曲：吕圣斐

山顶的风凉得像钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星
一坠落就不停
我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦地凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得
也该让你远离
握你的手
坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔
是停止挽留
是停止再挽留
握你的手
像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了
不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手
都为了再握手
但这一次
是为了放手

Cold breeze at the moutain peak snuck into my heart
Silence is the only topic between us
The relationship that used to be is fading to friendship
Love is like meteor
Once fallen, it will never stop
We tried to recover the gap between us, to make it invisible
The only regret is avoidance will not solve any problem
When i gazed deeply into your exhausted eyes
How unbearable I am
I have to let you go

Get hold to your hands
Hold on to the last second
Even though the love is cold
At least memories will remain warm
Understanding is so much difficult than love
We tried our best
Maybe what gentleness means
Is to stop persisting
Stop persisting..

Get hold to your hands
Bid a light farewell by your ear
The eyes are wet
There are touching moments besides pain
When i waved my hands at you in the past
Was to hold on to you
But this time
Is to let go...

So random right?I translated the whole song by Guang Liang :P
hehe
When i heard of this song, I got inspired
Enjoy this wonderful song
Enjoy holding hands with your love ones
Like this :

Dream?

I dream my painting, and then I paint my dream -Vincent Van Gogh-

I think this blog is mainly on the subject dream
But what is dream?
Scientifically, its a phenomenona series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep
Dreams are the images, thoughts and feelings experienced while asleep, particularly strongly associated with Rapid eye movement sleep. The contents and purpose of dreams are poorly understood, though they have been a topic of speculation and interest throughout recorded history.

It occurs in humans, most mammals, and some birds. The events of dreams are often impossible or unlikely to occur in physical reality, and are usually outside the control of the dreamer

So, What is dream?
I always wondered. When I am writing this post, am I really awake and back to reality, or am I still in my dream, dreaming myself doing all of these, is it part of my dream? or is it the reality?????????

Dreams, everybody has dream. When someone has no more dream, he will be rubbish.
What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?
There is a chinese saying, men are great because of dream. ( but this dream referring to another dream)
Dreams are so abstract, people often dream big, but never action
Some people took up the challenge, but shattered all way down
Some people refuse to accept it, and waiting for a day to be back to real

Dreams are annoying. When you think you are almost there, something strikes you back to reality
Only in dreams everything are so beautiful, and in reality everything seems opposite.
I used to have dream. But i stopped. And now i began to pick the pieces of it, and work towards it.
I always wonder, will i wake up, or continue indulge in my fantasy.


The fishermen know that the sea is dangerous and the storm terrible, but they have never found these dangers sufficient reason for remaining ashore.
Vincent Van Gogh

I'l come back later, i go continue dreaming. good night

Gratitude.. O.o

More than words i can speak

Thank you for the opportunity given to me
Thank you for being part of my dream
Thank you for the start of a great semester
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for the care and shelter provided
Thank you for brightening up my day
Thank you,for making my day,so sweet.
Thank you,for keeping me off loneliness.
Thank you,for pardoning my errors
Thank you,just for being you

And for this tender moment
I'll save to reminisce


"I Take Joy

I Take Joy
I take joy every day, in the simplest of things,
Like the sound of the thrush, and the song that he brings,
Like the sight of the clouds, as they're drifting on by,
All floating around me, and filling the sky.
I take joy in a smile from a genuine face,
From a tender sweet look, or a gentle embrace,
I take joy in what's free, and costs nothing at all,
A moment of laughter which sometimes I recall.
I delight in the fact I am here every day,
A chance to enjoy all which might pass my way.
We pass this way once, so many would say -
But I take joy in fact that I'm living today.
The sounds of the world brings such pleasure to me,
After years of such silence - just the sound of a bee-
Is pure magic, enriching the joys of today,
As he scurries and buzzes and goes on his way.
I delight in the kindness of folks that I know,
The caring, the thoughtfulness, people can show.
I take joy in the fact that my heart knows no fear,
For I've been given today, and another bright year.
I thank God every day for the love I have known,
For each happy sweet day, for each tenderness shown.
I take joy in my heart, more than can be expressed -
For a life of such beauty - A life truly blessed.

-Inspirational and motivational poem quoted from an author in UK
"

Dejavu

Is God sending a message to me?
Experience can be duplicated?
Attitude and behaviour can be duplicated?
Why, everything is so alike , no, it is exactly
Stories of 2 totally different person, can be duplicated?
Why is it so similiar
Why it seems so real?
It seems to fall on the same person
But they are 2 totally different people
And we are 2 totally different people
Could it be Deja vu ...?
I'm afraid
I'm sorry
I'm regret
I'm feeling what she felt
I cant look back
but I can proceed forward

Christmas 07

I'm dreaming of a white christmas, just like the one I used to know...

Have you had a merry little Xmas 07?

I had a satisfying Christmas, but something is still missing

I had an enjoyable Children's Christmas party in St. Andrew church Muar
Did a show for the party as the theme for the year is magic

I participated in a 3 days Christmas caroling, singing carols of joy, bringing back olden yet golden memories , as well as new experiences


Where all faithful friends departed for some time are gathered together and shared moments of joy.(I told you, MAGIC is the theme for christmas)


I celebrated a unique Christmas in 07, at the peak of a mountain, in the midst of cloud


Passed my christmas eve bringing laughter and joy to people
Awaiting christmas surrounded by snow and ice


Celebrated my Christmas day with kids in party

And spent my christmas night with cards dice and chips

With a special one by my side, blessings from my friends and family, and guardians from God

I dint go to church, but i welcomed Christ with an open heart, for this day is born a savior, my Messiah
I'm happy that all races actually came together and celebrated the birth of Jesus
I'm glad i greeted my beloved ones
I'm happy that I know, You'll be happy too.

And then a brand new year came by
2008
sounds good? sounds bad ?
For you and I to discover
Big plans awaiting me, my future is uncertain, and I'm here to explore
Dream Big and Believe, miracles will be created :)

Like this:!

(Please, Dont try this at home)

I miss you !!!

I got no one to turn to, nor anyone to cry to, i shall whine here.
If you cant stand a guy whining, get the F out of here
Guys are not suppose to be Emo i know but i cant help

Expectations leads to Disappointment
No disappointment without expectation
I will not expect anything from everything from now on
Everything is like bubble, so fragile, burst before it manage to rise up to the sky

friendship, studies, ambition, everything
Maybe everything is fake, they look nice at the surface but deceitful in depth
Things just dont appreciate me as i do

Maybe, or because i am not important afterall
my weakness of not saying NO TO THEM!!
I give in 100%, i get nil in return nevemind, i get negatives!

Maybe from now on i will learn to use the word REJECT in my life, when there is only 1 request for me to answer yes and million reasons for me to say NO!

I'm dumb i admit , thank you for those who made me look dumber !

One thing i felt good about it is, many great thinker, great people, even our lord Jesus, were once rejected, denied and regarded as fool.

No more Mr.Nice.Guy
I so super dumb, i want to stop being a dumbass !
Who is smart enough to enlighten me? heh :P

Past Present Future...

We are unaware of something when we do it

When something is recorded in the history, then only realisation of the consequences strikes us

Remain unchanged forever

The rule says, nobody can change history, a fact that has taken place in the past

However, rules are all subjected to exceptions

For today, yesterday became history, and tomorrow is a mystery
Today is present, though yesterday became history

I cant change history , but I can create history
Let the history i created override the previous
Give me a chance in future, to modify my history

ACCA...II

I THOUGHT,
I stepped into the new semester..
Facing unknown challenges awaited me
I see unfamilliar faces all around, not you..
The class is so big and i lost in the crowd..
Is time to leave the past behind, erase the bad and unconstructive memories
Keep the good ones, revise the useful ones, setting new standards for a good start
Free my mind to welcome all kind of trials
Bring it on!!!
... ......

i invited myself to this challenge, i accepted it, and now i feel like backing out.
i am not excited anymore...
something's missing, not fun without .o.

Baby i still believe...

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Baby i still believe... baby i believe...

Dunno why i put up this post.. suddenly typed it while listening to gary's song

Will time together helps feelings grow?
Or will absence make the heart grows fonder??

or otherwise?

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The little 52 ...

Poker Playing Cards
Ever wonder what is the origin of these playing cards?
Ever wonder why so much things can be done with only 52 cards?
Ever be amazed by the invention of poker cards??


Did a little research on poker cards
And am amazed by all the facts:

How many cards are there in a deck, excluding joker?
52
Does 52 sounds a lil familiar to u guys?
Yes, 52 weeks a year
And if you add up all the name of each cards in words, ACETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIXSEVENEIGHTNINETENJACKQUEENKINGS
You'l get 52...

How many suits are there in a deck?
4
And yes, there are 4 seasons in the year, and 13 cards per suit, which means 13 weeks in each season

And if you total up all the value of each card in the deck, Ace=1, Jack= 11, Queen = 12, King = 13
You'le get 365, doenst sound right? yes, 365 days in a year!

2 colours in the deck, black n red, representing the day and the night

12 picture cards, 12 months in a year

Everything's so interrelated...So much like Da vinci's principles...

Besides that, Ever wondered why is the King of Hearts has no moustache ?
It is not because he is young or what, it is caused by an accident, not by the king himself but the craftman who accidently broke the moustache in the mould, and the mould became a model for all other poker cards, so KingoHearts remained young but not happy...
Why? dont you see him poking his head with the sword?
He must be dam sad to be cacated!

Just wanna let you know.

(i know this pic is so not fit for this post, but i just like to put it in)
---when you are gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you---

My confidence has fallen over the years, now is ZERO

I will pick up the pieces left one by one along the road in this coming sememster
I will show all of you what I was and really AM
I have experienced something which i never had the chance to try before my secondary graduation
I have met super nice people, as well as rotten parasites
I have learnt abt the cruelty of the society
I have learnt about the weakness of one's heart and mind

1 and half years in college is kind of a tribulation, but i will make the following years a challenge


This is not refering to anybody, but a motivation for myself.

Yesterday, Jennifer said smth that sounds real true, EMO is the curse for all blogs!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
maybe thats the only way ppl can express their feeings :P
and maybe thats how the birth of a great shakespearean?
who dare to deny that william shakespeare aint emo??'
'oh thou art the beautiful summer''...pui.

IM SO SO BORING AT HOME, I MISS ALL THE TIME I HAD IN CLASS!FRIENDS JOKES HOMEWORKS POLITICS TESTS EXAMS!

3 Big Events for the Mid-year Ended 30 June 2007 Part3

After our exam, me and some friends had a trip to Genting
Cable car was fun, both uphill and downhill, like a pathway to heaven,so nice, the feeling of heaven is right beside me, so so real, i cant see anything, blinded by thickness of the midst..

Arrive at destination at 12 plus and out for games immediately after checking in the room

The most enjoyable ride- the pirates ship, is like going across humps n humps n humps again and again in the car, my heart felt so relaxing when it slides down and gravity nailed my foot when the ship goes up!


The most exciting ride- the solero shot! Superman, floating in the air for few seconds is nice! undescribeable

The most sorry ride- some mary-go-round like swing thingy. Accidently burnt Hui Sunn's hair with my Flamming wallet!!! Its really burning~!@#$ But the ride will be very romantic if its with another half

The LAMEST ride- stupid kiddo lame kart, driving a fake go-kart at the maximum speed of less than 50km/h ......

The dirtiest ride- CORKSCREW!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah!

Dint really enjoy much because my eyes were soring n swallon and pain, there it goes the saying, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak....
Enjoyed much because of the presence of the 8 of you,and you,and you , you, you, you, you,and yes, its you
Contradiction comes in play
Felt so alone when i was in coffeebean that night, everything was strange to me, thoughts confused me for a moment, am i or am i not, should i or should i not??
Is it true, or is it a sham? a shadow? or a loss of rationality middle of the night?
No cold breeze but a cold heart , frozen the feelings
My firewallet loses its flame, like a frozen blazing heart.
Jammed with my cards , freeing my mind, wandering around, imaginary is always so beautiful, nightmare is always so real, everything is so near yet so far
Contradiction is always there, what am i suppose to do???
Im lost in this paragraph, indulging in the presence of darkness once again, typing smth which makes no sense, please, Enlighten me...

Had a real nice heart-to-heart chat with friends, eating cup noodles at the corridor, playing spinning the bottle game,playing with my ciplak tongkat ali vanishing toy, listening to some strange sounds from room 912/3...

Dint take much photos, nobody bothered to, here are some:

So called the 4 cool, Marwan , Phei Chuen, Yi Jieh and I
It is not difficult to spot the poser in the photo, not the black shirt one.
Some say our smile assembles, do you think so??
Wil upload the rest after i get them

Genting, so ordinary.
Genting, so extraordinary, it makes the night before and the night after, my sleepless nights..
A bunch of special ppl ,makes something ordinary turns happening
Genting, a place of memory, when you are special ( does this line makes any sense? it came out randomly from my keyboard..coz it sounds romantic , just that :P)

Above is the Report for the mid-year ended 30th june, enclosing the disclosures and comments, which represents a true and fair view.
Following is the budget for the coming basis period :
-Forbidding all weight building/stacking
-implement control activities for weight depreciation
-closely supervisory and monitoring procedures
-on a consistent and going concern basis

END OF REPORT

3 Big Events for the Mid-year Ended 30 June 2007 Part2

Part 2 of the events is a boring one!

CAT final examination ended 12th june 2007!

i took paper 7- some costing n performance management
Paper8- Audit
Paper 9- Tax

of all papers i have the least confident for my audit paper,
few hours before the exam, i already started planning for my future if i were to fail my audit (good planning at early stage is useful to implement future procedures!)
Positively:
1. I can be in the same class again with my good friend , i want!
2. I can have more time to focus on 1 paper only, and maybe, a World Prize??
3. I can have more time for my Magic practice
4. I can have some spare time to get a part time job, extra income??
5. I can learn a very very very good lesson!!

Seriously, there are so many good reasons for me to fail...

Negatively:
I cant attend the CAT graduation ceremony !!
And my dad will kill me!!
hahahahaha!!!

ok,so exam ended peacefully after the clock stroke 6! The exam invigilator actually started the exam few minutes late. We thought that she is going to extend the time, but heck , she SCRUTINISED the hanging clock back to 3pm! We felt that we are younger by 5 minutes! haha

Send some condolences to my hp, my exam invigilator kill it 3 times during the 3 papers...
sob sob sob!!!
[[QUOTE]]
INVIGILATOR: students please switch off your handphones, put your handphone on the floor, remove the batteries, and DIE YOUR HANDPHONE!!

So, there it goes my hp, cruely murdered by the merciless invigilator!!!

Anyway, im going to post some pictures taken on the last day of Joan's audit class

Posing in cards together with my audit lecturer, Joan Ong, and we are her very first and last batch of students

mini group photo of students from g2 and g3


Waiyeing,Marwan,Jessie, Maybelle, Kuan Yun, Mi Yuan, Joan and I, at SOUK restaurant having our farewell dinner!

Sorry if all the cards appearing in every picture sore your eyes
thats the problem having a cardist as your classmate :)

3 Big Events for the Mid-year Ended 30 June 2007 Part1

Festival of Magic ASIA 2007 was held in subang parade from 1th june~ 10th june
There were 3 days magic competition and performances by professional magicians all over asia!
The heat of magic overwhelmed my exam fever, and exams, my CAT finals was totally out of my mind
My cousin got a job there, and because of that i got to know some of the magicians over there

Here is some pictures of the event:

Mr.Tito Cris from phillipines and I

Brian, Chris, Ezat and Edmund
(you guys will be seeing Ezat in action soon in tv)

Simon,Brian, Chris, Xiao Run and Edmund
Xiao Run is from china and is the overall Champion for the Magic competition, her act was included bow and arrow manipulation, chinese mask changing, costume changing, fanning deck, cards manipulation and etc,
EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL. EXTREMELY SMOOTH AND FLAWLESS ACT

The competition and performances was really enjoyable, it is worth 3 whole days staying in subang parade with Mc.D as lunch and dinner!
Met many Malaysian magicians and had a card jamming session together with them as well as performing simple street magics to passerby

Here is a group photo for MMF-ites

another one:

3 days full of the spirit of magic
Many more pictures, but i lazy to upload la.

SAy together with me :

I BELIEVE IN MAGIC !!!

no more last time

I will stop being so kind and helpful anymore
no more advantage shall be taken on me
not worth it seriously
too silly last time, now still not too late

a friend in need is a friend indeed
but
wat u call a fren who when no need is no more friendly indeed??

冷

乌云密布， 星星停止闪烁
月光照射冷漠的大地
影子是我的朋友
孤单是我的夥伴
空虚是我的知己
我的寂寞谁人知？
我的孤单谁人晓？

Nothing Good

Nothing good happen to me lately

I met 'some' ''old'' friends, they see me like stranger
conclusion
I have no friends, if yes, maybe a few.

I spilled my Coffee again for 2372893747392179871 unlimited times
conclusion
Besides coffee addict, I'm a floor mopper

I absent for 2 of my mock exams, but i only missed one
conclusion
never close your eyes back after your alarm rings u

I missed my 10 hours revision class
conclusion
10 hours is just enough for me to sleep

I cant sleep at this moment, which is 5.40 am
conclusion
I'm like a cat

I cant wake in the morning, my bed, my everything
conclusion
I'm getting more like a Cat

I'm studying CAT in sunway college
conclusion
I'm seriously a CAT now!

I'm quite crappy and i have my finals in 1 month time
conclusion
Masa saya tidak lama lagi
..tunggu masa sahaja.... ( specially dedicate to chunghwa3 formal students)

I cant sleep and i am afraid that i cant wake, so i choose to stay up till the dawn
the fever of finals is spreading like a blight
overwhelming all the Cats day to night
why cant i feel any heat this is aint right!
motivation, please turn up
i cant fail myself this time, go away distraction and come motivation
come come to me, dispel the lazybug, and show your face!

people says a cat has 9 lives
how many i left?