Want some Coffee??

What you see from the picture above??
Spilled coffee???
I have this problem of spilling coffee
everyday and everywhere i go i drink cofffee and i spill them occasionally
i got coffee spilled over my clothes, my bed, my Cds, my books and yes i got it spilled on my file yesterday!! a file that contains all my important documents such as certs, receipts , results.. etc
what the helll, and i believe that i smell like coffee now!
Howevery spilling coffee may be an art, i got it spilled on my tutorial pack for tax , and it added some colours of art to it, plus some nice aroma of coffee .

Have you manage to see what is it in the picture above??
it is not only as simple as a cup of spilled coffee
look carefuly
you might eve find the meaning of life in it
I've got a picture of Jesus over my spilled coffee!!!


haha actually not,i just got the picture from somewhere.
coffee, Jesus, coffee, Jesus ...Jesus over the spilled coffee
What message is it trying to send?

I dont know

When good things come , they come in bulk
When good things go, they go at once
it is not the first time to be on the peak, and then fall down the cliff
it is not the first time when u realise u are about to get everything, when u lose all a second ago
but it is the first time, i come across selfishness.
A self centred mindset that wants all the good for himself, and manipulates others
I don't know what am I talking about, and i don't care
I don't curse, but i bless
blessed is he who craves for wealth, may he be granted all the wealth on earth
blessed is he who is selfish, may he be given all things to himself
blessed is he who is childish, may he stays young and thinks like a 3 year old forever
blessed is he who is greedy, may he gets everything he wants
but blessed for those who are generous and humble, may happiness finds no one but them

maybe study stress or what, i dont know
sleepless nights, falling asleep in classes ,waking up late for tutorials, i dont know
working hard to maintain or get a click, i dont know
trying to preserve good things that is about to go, i dont know
what i know is.when u gain the whole world, you will lose yourself

so simple

A sudden realization.
A sudden jerk back to reality.
I've been making empty promises to myself.
I said I'll study.
I said I'm motivated,
But am I really?

I want to produce results,
But I don't put effort in.
I want to study,
But laziness set itself in.

So much has been said.
So much to be done.
So much to revise.
So little time.

What do I really want.
What am I supposed to do?

I want motivation.
I need motivation.
I feed on motivation.
I thrive on motivation.

With all those attention,
So much expectations.
I came into realization,
No more procrastination.
And now where's motivation?

Magic. why?

Addicted to magic recently
Why people do magic?

Why you do magic?

They are large number of magicians that I know do magic as a form of therapy. Because they feel inferiority, either he’s hideous (which they always think that way), lacking of social skill (too shy to talk with strangers), lower status in his job position (always being shouted by his superiors) or too poor (one who not born with silver spoon). And they use magic as a compensating tool. They feel superiority when they can do things their spectators can’t.
(quoted from forrest's blog)


Magic , is seperated from reality, blinds the truth, lies the eye and fools the fool
After experiencing all the jokes u can find in reality, trust me, you will prefer to let me fool you

I love magic alot, i practice alot, and one day, i will make you appear in my arms, and make the evil gone for good

Should I be proud as a Muarian?? lol

joke

A man was greeted by a angel on his way to the Gates Of Heaven. The angel tells the man,"If you wish to proceed and become a god, you'll have to tell me one good deed you have done in your life"

The man immediately replied,"There was once i saw a group of 20 mean bikers bullying a young woman on the sidewalk of the road. I immediately got out of my car and confronted the bikers, and punched their leader in the face, allowing the girl to escape safely."

The angel, upon hearing that, asked him," When did that happen?"

The man replied," A few minutes ago"




A hippie gets onto a bus and sits next to a nun in the front seat. The hippie looks over and asks the nun if she would have sex with him. The nun surprised by the question politely declines and gets off the at the next stop.

When the bus starts on it's way the driver says to the hippie, "I can tell you how you can get that nun to have sex with you." The hippie says that he'd love to know, so the bus driver tells him that every Tuesday evening at midnight the nun goes to the cemetery and prays to God. "If you went dressed in a robe and glow in the dark paint mask she would think you are God and you could command her to have sex with you."

The hippie decides this is a great idea, so that Tuesday he goes to the cemetery and waits for the nun to show up. At midnight sure enough the nun shows up and begins praying the hippie jumped out from hiding and says. "I AM GOD! I have heard your prayers and I will answer them, BUT ... first you must have sex with me." The nun agrees but asks for anal sex so she might keep her virginity because she is married to the church. The hippie agrees to this and has his way with the nun.

After the hippie finishes he stands up and rips off the mask and shouts,"Ha! Ha! Ha! I'm the hippie!!"

Then the nun jumps up and shouts, "Ha! Ha! Ha! I'm the bus driver!!"

the light has faded

recently quite fuck up
because i was awake from my dream
and realise the cruelty of the reality
i don't want to accept it and let me be free from it
put me back into darkness so that my eyes will see no more and ears hear no more
my heart beats no more and my soul feels no more
this is my destiny

the darkness of the abyss
every year
overwhelm me
now!

My all in all

Today i really appreciate being a Catholic Christian
Today i understand about unconditional love
Today i realised what wil last and what won''t
Today i understand mortal ad God
Today when the world abandoned me
Today shall i realise
Thou art always by my side
Today when i lose the world,
Today i still have Thee
and also my beloved you

To thee my trust shall lay

not my choice to be sentimental,

An Eye for an Eye

38"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.'[^g] 39But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. 40And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. 41If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. 42Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

Love for Enemies

43"You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor^[h] and hate your enemy.' 44But I tell you: Love your enemies^[i] and pray for those who persecute you, 45that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Nobody is perfect
If you cheat on me, let me be cheated
If you put me into trouble, let me be in trouble
If you don't trust me, let me lose your trust
If you hate me, let me be hated
If u slap my left cheek, u might as well slap both side of my cheek

For i believe that if God brings me to it
He wil bring me through it
thanks for all the trials that help me grow each day
and thanks for all the tribulations that sharpened my maturity
that i wil know when the world turns its back to me , you will offer your warm embrace,
and when the world rejects me, you welcome me with your arms widely

I'm ready to face these, in Thy name, for i know after this long journey , you will provide me with shelter and give me rest, you wil carry me, just like you carry the weight of the world upon your shoulder.

Happy moments-praise God
Difficult moments-seek God
Quiet moments- worship God
Painful moments- trust God
Every moment- thank God
(thanks maybelle for this great sms)
I believe that there is always rainbow after rain, spring after winter, and dawn after a long night I'l stand in awe of you let me trust the world once more

Freaking CNY!

Rushing back to Muar on saturday evening, the cny eve
and great, woke up late,damm u silent mode of my hp!
luckily still got into bus in time..syuh...still got time lepak at petaling street anyway

Reunion dinner, great, full, satisfied .
series of peaceful days during my CNY......
-got a date from a malay gal appeared from no where in the basketball field...REJECTED
-searched along the street of TamChiak Koi wit couz for Muar famous dishes but hell all sold off!!
-got few sticks of otak-otak to stop the craving in d end...
-discovered a book titled Honk if you 're Malaysian by Lydia Teh
if you're not lazy you are no malay
if you don't cheat you are no chinese
if you don't drink you are no indian (quoted)

ok fine i drink i cheat and im lazy,wat am i? truely malaysian??wakkaka!!!

-Lost my bucks in Black jack!!! i'l play Red jack next time, black suei..
and then,
-here comes the most most super duper scariest event!
went to see dentist with a haha heart, and pomp it fell into deep shit when he said i need a surgery to remove my tooth!
just because d barsket bacterias ate up my tooth up to my nerve, i need to cut off piece of my gums to abstract the tooth!! my precious...oh my..its gone
im fine if the pain goes away together with the rotten tooth, but it left half side of my face swallon ,and i got blood in my mouth for the whole day! great,great.
wat a lose lose situation, wanna turn me into a complete pig is it in the year of boar?!

-came back to sunway with my swallon cheeky cheek hoping to visit my sweet lecturer the next day....
but wat the earth, those guys visited her without me informed.... gosh
2 days less wit my family, 2 days more of boredom
this feeling suck..right into all my nerves, into my spine and into my heart

is this a cursed chinese new year??
a pig year??
i hate pig , no pork!! no boars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see 1 eat 1 . bring it on man


God Bless Blazingkidz

Freaking pre-CNY!

Omg Omg Omg
so many happenings in the month of february!!!!
first my gal left for aus la!! dam it right after our 2nd anniversary!!
promise wil miss u dear!
(however skype with webcam rawks!!)

then spend a freaking night in A&W
sacrificed my first night .......staying up in sunway,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
just to study a freaking simple tax paper man!! haha.
wth,12am~ 7 am staying up in A&w makes me feel like a homeless orphan!! haha
good la gonna kill myself if dun get over 90 marks for that paper!!!
before the night at A&W we were like above
after the long long night, we became :
tada!!!


haha..thats all for the events before CNY!

...

Be true to yourself
True to your passion
True to your dreams, and
True to what you believe in
No matter how difficult it gets,
YOU CAN MAKE YOUR DREAM COME TRUE!!!

The great awakening

Hey yo!
This is me(of course,taken in 2006,now im completely diff),
exactly a dreamer
I hav friends, no one ever lasted, and none i ever trusted
I hav dreams, not even one is fulfilled
having 365 days of decomposition in my past, living lifelessly in the tales of a fool
Now i begin to realise the purpose of life,
which is not to leave it grey and blank by painting colours to it
I'd spent my 2006 like the prodigal son, squanderinng around, contributing junk to the world
Somehow some sense managed to be inserted into my mind
And i realise that life cannot continue to be like that
It is the the time for the great awakening, a great revival for my fading soul

To stay away from the distraction of deadly sins that haunted me in 06

• 1 Lust (Latin, luxuria)
• 2 Gluttony (Latin, gula)
• 3 Greed/Avarice (Latin, avaritia)
• 4 Sloth/Laziness (Latin, acedia)
• 5 Wrath/Anger (Latin, ira)
• 6 Envy/Jealousy (Latin, invidia)
• 7 Pride/Hubris (Latin, superbia)

To trust in nothing but myself ,the judge and the operator of my life
To strive for the best, rescueing myself from the slacking past
To practice my faith more than anything else
To commit myself wholly into wat I am currently commited to
To bring myself back into reality from illusions and dreams
To present to you WHO I REALLY AM

Blazingkidz is having a strike back
Like an eagle !!!!!!

A GREAT WARRIOR WILL CHARGE FULLY WITH IMPETUS FOR THE SAKE OF HIS DREAM, HIS EVERYTHING...

...However, i'l still spare intervals in my life to dream...

Like an eagle soaring

I am an eagle, an ego eagle
I come and i go, soaring freely in the sky
I am highly above , a lone ranger
I've got no friends, no one every lasted
I come and i go, leaving shadows wherever i go
I seek for my everlasting dream, beyond the rainbows
I glide high in the air, I see no one in my eyes, only you
I sought over the moutains and the sea, no signs of you
I tire out completely, exhausted
I will never rest, the only moment I hav my rest, the day i perish...

An eagle will seek, target and attack!!!

My life, the forest

(pic by me)
I often like to relate my life with pictures
This was my life previously, a forest
complex, messy and easilly get lost
Until the day i met her
someone who enlightens my life
showing me the correct path to pursue
bringing light and joy into my life
showed me the way the truth of my life
and made my forest like this :

(pic by Peixian)
Made way for me in the diverged forest road
covered the path with smooth pebbles
and leads to another endless dream

The Road Not Taken...

I still cant choose between responsibility and preference
Why cant we have both??
Or can we lose both??

Somewhere i belong...

Infront of my old house,
a place where i spent my most innocent childhood
a place where i started to build my dreams
a place where i kept all my secrets
a place where i was brought up
a place where i belong to
a place in Muar...

Its not flooded!!! haha
thank god my area wasn't flooded eventhough my old house always a victim of flood after a downpour :P
It certainly has all my childhood memories ,cycling, gardening, playing basketball, catch fish, climbing trees ...etc
It also went tru all my up and downs during the years i was there
truly a shelter of hope n joy for a kid, so young like me, once.




My 2 lil sis, i dont call them innocent angels, because they are definately more evil than i am...
just for fun.
But i see hope in life, just like they see happiness in the BLAZING candle.
I learnt to be positive and optimist towards life
God has given everyone a candle in their life, it is up to us to choose whether to keep it burning n shining , or to simply allow the gust of wind to blow off the light.


Sometimes, things just crop up and go against my way
even how beautiful i fantasized in my dream
slammed down onto rocky stones from somewhere in heaven
And i learnt that life is not strewn with flowers and smooth pebbles, but thorns, thistles and rocks
And often leave me in ABYSS
in the lost,brokeness and loneliness

Somehow i realise that this world is a harsh place
Surrounded by hypocrites you cannot trust
And cruel reality you wouldn't want to admit
Twisted and contradicted

In search of love , in search of joy, i've looked around
In brokeness, in loneliness, i've cried alone
until the day i realise what kept me going all the while
my pillar of strength, confidence and faith

MY FAMILY...

MY Her...
My God...

When the music fades, deep inside i know, i must not give up
My Dream, My Destiny, My Desire

All Began With A Dream...

" Every night in my Dream, I see you, I feel You..."

Yeah, there is always a song ringing in my mind at any point of my life,
and this is the one for now
Everyone on earth has the right to dream, and so do i



I have a dream, a simple dream

A dream that is free from the grasp of fate and destiny...

A dream that reveals my true self which the reality had blinded...

A dream like an endless rainbow leading to paradise, one way, no turning back...

A dream of joys n wonders more precious than anyhing else could bring...

A dream that provides ...
a shelter for a victim of fate,
a comfort for a helpless soul,
a fairytale for a desperate idiot...




Hopes were often raised, only to be dashed
My dream, like a bubble,
once poked, then burst, never lasted.
When I am awake from my dream,
all is faded and is stripped away.
Leaving me nothing but a void deep down beneath my soul
Anyhow i still believe that a part of my love will always remain in my dream
And my heart will go on with this dream
Am i allowed to dream?

And here it begins the journey of my fantasy,
to tell u that I Am Who I Am Not and I Am Not Who I Am!

Welcome to the World of Blaze-Craft!!