Friday, August 29, 2008

Results Progress test and my slack in magic

Results out. Right choice for 2 papers combination. I killed law. Permanently.
I need 29 marks more for OBU 1st class.
Better pass my audit.
Hate results session, Din't feel good despite my results. Why people fail?

P2 kacau, so i skip the test, after series of risk analysis and past experiences.
See if she keeps her words :D

Acca camp tomorrow. Not enough sleep. How?

Have been slacking in my profession, Magic. Rejected shows and events. How smart.
I need to buck up, practice practice practice, and go out to amaze
Remember, it is not magic, its an experience. Unique

Thursday, August 07, 2008

undecisive. Which better?





Even the world turns around,
I'm still ME



Here is an ambigram she made for me :

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Dealing with figures.

Now I deal with figures and numbers
Numbers don't lie
They are easier to be dealt with, they present the facts
Learn to find truth in figures, not people.


You, as if evaporated into the air, untraceable, make me believe that it is insignificant
I don't owe the world, the world doesn't owe me

I have a mission
Set a wild target, aim for the things I've lost, get 'em back double.
Be ambitious, Dream.

* i set up a blog to talk to myself...

Sunday, July 06, 2008

the day since...

Never heard about you since exam, how are you?
I'm silly.
New semester started, lonely, but familiar.
Cafeteria is again my enemy during lunch and break.
Sometimes is difficult to find someone to dine with
Sometimes you don't even know who to find for a movie.
Living for myself again.
get over it
hooray ACCA

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Exam is over, then Magic, then exam,magic,over and over again...



Exam's over on the 5th, fell sick on the 6th , feeling bored on the 9th and going back Muar on the 11th, then i got life.

2 Main events recently
EXAMMMMM
Exam makes me feel good, my purpose here is for exam, before exam looks like *god* and after exam become dog :D always like that. That's why the word is reversible isn't it? Its meant for this
Exam is an experience, which taught me lessons i will never learn
Exam was suck, I learnt the hard way, they tested the easier way, nice strategy. DEFEATED.
But I will come back soon after the wounds.
Class starting in july, exam in december , holiday and life goes on...and on and on..when will it end?
It shall, soon.

MAGICCCC
When you've got no more value, there is always something which can add value to you, which will never turn you away, MAGIC.
Luckily there was an Asia magic festival held in subang parade last weekend, which compensated the emptiness after exam. If they have it every year, I won't complain much, but my wallet will.
3 days hyped with magic, performers from Korea, Philipines, Canada, Indonesia, Thailand, China, Hong Kong, Japan, and Malaysia.
3 days flooded by talented skilled performers and contestants motivated me to sharpen my tools to join their journey, it won't be easy but it is not impossible.
I can see the evolution from mockery when i started until the recognition i get now and then.

Besides, I just got to know that there is actually a magic university in Korea, which offers degree and diploma in magic.. What? yes its true. You will learn the history , sleights, presentations, effects, dance, theater, acting, filming, constructions of gimmicks and etc.
How tempting. How i wish to get rid of my life now and start fresh in that place!

My feedback for the magic festival.
Korea, due to their all rounded magical education, their acts are mostly original and performed pretty well, all of them can dance, an eye opener for me
Japan, a lot of traditional elements, nice but I'm not ready to appreciate, there were skillfull ones which never failed Wowed me
Thailand has alot of manipulators, from the same master
China, creative and great skill, they have lotsa talents
Indonesia, Hong Kong , not bad
Malaysia...ok skip
Just kidding, we have alot to improve and eventually we can make it.

For those who missed the festival, here are some pictures taken ,feel free to BE JEALOUS

2 Thai magicians, the first one i can't remember her name, second one is Lee Ann, hot
Korean magician, Hannah the snowwhite, Sweet!
Japanese double-dancing cane magician, Hanna Kikuchi, Cute!
We, Shon, Sze Hower, Jennifer, Richard Forget(pronounce as ForJE, from Canada), ME, Edmund and Simon, Cool!

Sucahyo, Tito Cris( Cris Castro), Edmund, Shon and I, Hilarious

Jei Min and Hannah from Korea, performing Snow white Themed theatrical magic


That's all.
I have 3 weeks holiday but I got no plans. It has been 5 years(form3) since i went on a proper trip. I will enjoy my days with my family and my hometown, my comfort place.
Well, I won't hope much this round, Hope things turn better after I get out of this shitty boring life here, wearing a smiling vendetta mask is tiring ;) You can't see what's beneath
Just pray that I will meet more right people in coming future than in current state.
(not gf, i've got 1. ;) Good one, far far away though)

PS: You guys are always right, Accountants are square and boring.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

3 Reasons to Hire a Magician, so, hire me :)

Post quoted from:

http://innermagicclub.wordpress.com/


3 Reasons to Hire a Magician (My Biased Point of View)

Ok, I’ll own it up right off the bat. This is my biased advice to parents wanting a justification to hire a magician for their kid’s birthday party. Take my thoughts with a grain of salt.

1. Your child is special. Make his or her birthday party special and memorable. A magician at his/her party will make it special. The other kids don’t have one in their parties.

2. A live magic show creates a human connection that draws together your guests. Your child and his friends will all be thankful to you for providing it.

3. The food, drinks and decors of the party will pass to the the toilet and to memory. A good magician can give your birthday child fond memories that will last till old age. The magical moment will last forever in your child’s mind. I saw my first magic trick when I was in Grade 3. Until now, I still remember vividly that first magic trick.

You probably did not have a magic show at your birthday party when you were still a child. It was a novelty then that had not yet caught on. Today, many parents have realized it’s a must-have feature to make the child’s birthday party extra special and memorable.

So hire a magician to entertain the children and the adults at your child’s birthday party.

Or else I’ll stick needles on your voodoo doll.

Stay magical,

Leodini

www.leodini.com

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Hey there lovely lady...





Hey there Goh Pei Xian what is like in Melbourne city huh!!?
Bad gal send me song make tears rolling. lol

Sunday, March 02, 2008

My ambitious routine

In shows i do alot of ambitious card routine

In life, i missed several chances to be ambitious

I have another chance of being ambitious right now
I just hope no any wild card will pop up to ruin my routine
I'm praying
Its not easy
Its low
But, i still got a chance.
No news is good news.
I'm still praying


1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 78 79 80 81!

Thursday, January 31, 2008

光良 握你的手



作词:姚若龙 作曲:光良 编曲:吕圣斐

山顶的风凉得像钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星
一坠落就不停
我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦地凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得
也该让你远离
握你的手
坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔
是停止挽留
是停止再挽留
握你的手
像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了
不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手
都为了再握手
但这一次
是为了放手

Cold breeze at the moutain peak snuck into my heart
Silence is the only topic between us
The relationship that used to be is fading to friendship
Love is like meteor
Once fallen, it will never stop
We tried to recover the gap between us, to make it invisible
The only regret is avoidance will not solve any problem
When i gazed deeply into your exhausted eyes
How unbearable I am
I have to let you go

Get hold to your hands
Hold on to the last second
Even though the love is cold
At least memories will remain warm
Understanding is so much difficult than love
We tried our best
Maybe what gentleness means
Is to stop persisting
Stop persisting..

Get hold to your hands
Bid a light farewell by your ear
The eyes are wet
There are touching moments besides pain
When i waved my hands at you in the past
Was to hold on to you
But this time
Is to let go...

So random right?I translated the whole song by Guang Liang :P
hehe
When i heard of this song, I got inspired
Enjoy this wonderful song
Enjoy holding hands with your love ones
Like this :

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Dream?


I dream my painting, and then I paint my dream -Vincent Van Gogh-

I think this blog is mainly on the subject dream
But what is dream?
Scientifically, its a phenomenona series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep
Dreams are the images, thoughts and feelings experienced while asleep, particularly strongly associated with Rapid eye movement sleep. The contents and purpose of dreams are poorly understood, though they have been a topic of speculation and interest throughout recorded history.

It occurs in humans, most mammals, and some birds. The events of dreams are often impossible or unlikely to occur in physical reality, and are usually outside the control of the dreamer

So, What is dream?
I always wondered. When I am writing this post, am I really awake and back to reality, or am I still in my dream, dreaming myself doing all of these, is it part of my dream? or is it the reality?????????

Dreams, everybody has dream. When someone has no more dream, he will be rubbish.
What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?
There is a chinese saying, men are great because of dream. ( but this dream referring to another dream)
Dreams are so abstract, people often dream big, but never action
Some people took up the challenge, but shattered all way down
Some people refuse to accept it, and waiting for a day to be back to real

Dreams are annoying. When you think you are almost there, something strikes you back to reality
Only in dreams everything are so beautiful, and in reality everything seems opposite.
I used to have dream. But i stopped. And now i began to pick the pieces of it, and work towards it.
I always wonder, will i wake up, or continue indulge in my fantasy.


The fishermen know that the sea is dangerous and the storm terrible, but they have never found these dangers sufficient reason for remaining ashore.
Vincent Van Gogh

I'l come back later, i go continue dreaming. good night

Monday, January 07, 2008

Gratitude.. O.o

More than words i can speak

Thank you for the opportunity given to me
Thank you for being part of my dream
Thank you for the start of a great semester
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for the care and shelter provided
Thank you for brightening up my day
Thank you,for making my day,so sweet.
Thank you,for keeping me off loneliness.
Thank you,for pardoning my errors
Thank you,just for being you

And for this tender moment
I'll save to reminisce


"I Take Joy

I Take Joy
I take joy every day, in the simplest of things,
Like the sound of the thrush, and the song that he brings,
Like the sight of the clouds, as they're drifting on by,
All floating around me, and filling the sky.
I take joy in a smile from a genuine face,
From a tender sweet look, or a gentle embrace,
I take joy in what's free, and costs nothing at all,
A moment of laughter which sometimes I recall.
I delight in the fact I am here every day,
A chance to enjoy all which might pass my way.
We pass this way once, so many would say -
But I take joy in fact that I'm living today.
The sounds of the world brings such pleasure to me,
After years of such silence - just the sound of a bee-
Is pure magic, enriching the joys of today,
As he scurries and buzzes and goes on his way.
I delight in the kindness of folks that I know,
The caring, the thoughtfulness, people can show.
I take joy in the fact that my heart knows no fear,
For I've been given today, and another bright year.
I thank God every day for the love I have known,
For each happy sweet day, for each tenderness shown.
I take joy in my heart, more than can be expressed -
For a life of such beauty - A life truly blessed.

-Inspirational and motivational poem quoted from an author in UK
"

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Dejavu

Is God sending a message to me?
Experience can be duplicated?
Attitude and behaviour can be duplicated?
Why, everything is so alike , no, it is exactly
Stories of 2 totally different person, can be duplicated?
Why is it so similiar
Why it seems so real?
It seems to fall on the same person
But they are 2 totally different people
And we are 2 totally different people
Could it be Deja vu ...?
I'm afraid
I'm sorry
I'm regret
I'm feeling what she felt
I cant look back
but I can proceed forward

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Christmas 07


I'm dreaming of a white christmas, just like the one I used to know...

Have you had a merry little Xmas 07?

I had a satisfying Christmas, but something is still missing

I had an enjoyable Children's Christmas party in St. Andrew church Muar
Did a show for the party as the theme for the year is magic

I participated in a 3 days Christmas caroling, singing carols of joy, bringing back olden yet golden memories , as well as new experiences


Where all faithful friends departed for some time are gathered together and shared moments of joy.(I told you, MAGIC is the theme for christmas)


I celebrated a unique Christmas in 07, at the peak of a mountain, in the midst of cloud


Passed my christmas eve bringing laughter and joy to people
Awaiting christmas surrounded by snow and ice


Celebrated my Christmas day with kids in party

And spent my christmas night with cards dice and chips

With a special one by my side, blessings from my friends and family, and guardians from God

I dint go to church, but i welcomed Christ with an open heart, for this day is born a savior, my Messiah
I'm happy that all races actually came together and celebrated the birth of Jesus
I'm glad i greeted my beloved ones
I'm happy that I know, You'll be happy too.

And then a brand new year came by
2008
sounds good? sounds bad ?
For you and I to discover
Big plans awaiting me, my future is uncertain, and I'm here to explore
Dream Big and Believe, miracles will be created :)

Like this:!

(Please, Dont try this at home)

Thursday, July 26, 2007

I miss you !!!

I got no one to turn to, nor anyone to cry to, i shall whine here.
If you cant stand a guy whining, get the F out of here
Guys are not suppose to be Emo i know but i cant help

Expectations leads to Disappointment
No disappointment without expectation
I will not expect anything from everything from now on
Everything is like bubble, so fragile, burst before it manage to rise up to the sky

friendship, studies, ambition, everything
Maybe everything is fake, they look nice at the surface but deceitful in depth
Things just dont appreciate me as i do

Maybe, or because i am not important afterall
my weakness of not saying NO TO THEM!!
I give in 100%, i get nil in return nevemind, i get negatives!

Maybe from now on i will learn to use the word REJECT in my life, when there is only 1 request for me to answer yes and million reasons for me to say NO!

I'm dumb i admit , thank you for those who made me look dumber !

One thing i felt good about it is, many great thinker, great people, even our lord Jesus, were once rejected, denied and regarded as fool.

No more Mr.Nice.Guy
I so super dumb, i want to stop being a dumbass !
Who is smart enough to enlighten me? heh :P

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Past Present Future...

We are unaware of something when we do it

When something is recorded in the history, then only realisation of the consequences strikes us

Remain unchanged forever

The rule says, nobody can change history, a fact that has taken place in the past

However, rules are all subjected to exceptions

For today, yesterday became history, and tomorrow is a mystery
Today is present, though yesterday became history

I cant change history , but I can create history
Let the history i created override the previous
Give me a chance in future, to modify my history

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

ACCA...II

I THOUGHT,
I stepped into the new semester..
Facing unknown challenges awaited me
I see unfamilliar faces all around, not you..
The class is so big and i lost in the crowd..
Is time to leave the past behind, erase the bad and unconstructive memories
Keep the good ones, revise the useful ones, setting new standards for a good start
Free my mind to welcome all kind of trials
Bring it on!!!
... ......

i invited myself to this challenge, i accepted it, and now i feel like backing out.
i am not excited anymore...
something's missing, not fun without .o.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Baby i still believe...

????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Baby i still believe... baby i believe...

Dunno why i put up this post.. suddenly typed it while listening to gary's song

Will time together helps feelings grow?
Or will absence make the heart grows fonder??

or otherwise?

????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

The little 52 ...

Poker Playing Cards
Ever wonder what is the origin of these playing cards?
Ever wonder why so much things can be done with only 52 cards?
Ever be amazed by the invention of poker cards??


Did a little research on poker cards
And am amazed by all the facts:

How many cards are there in a deck, excluding joker?
52
Does 52 sounds a lil familiar to u guys?
Yes, 52 weeks a year
And if you add up all the name of each cards in words, ACETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIXSEVENEIGHTNINETENJACKQUEENKINGS
You'l get 52...

How many suits are there in a deck?
4
And yes, there are 4 seasons in the year, and 13 cards per suit, which means 13 weeks in each season

And if you total up all the value of each card in the deck, Ace=1, Jack= 11, Queen = 12, King = 13
You'le get 365, doenst sound right? yes, 365 days in a year!

2 colours in the deck, black n red, representing the day and the night

12 picture cards, 12 months in a year

Everything's so interrelated...So much like Da vinci's principles...

Besides that, Ever wondered why is the King of Hearts has no moustache ?
It is not because he is young or what, it is caused by an accident, not by the king himself but the craftman who accidently broke the moustache in the mould, and the mould became a model for all other poker cards, so KingoHearts remained young but not happy...
Why? dont you see him poking his head with the sword?
He must be dam sad to be cacated!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Just wanna let you know.

(i know this pic is so not fit for this post, but i just like to put it in)
---when you are gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you---

My confidence has fallen over the years, now is ZERO


I will pick up the pieces left one by one along the road in this coming sememster
I will show all of you what I was and really AM
I have experienced something which i never had the chance to try before my secondary graduation
I have met super nice people, as well as rotten parasites
I have learnt abt the cruelty of the society
I have learnt about the weakness of one's heart and mind

1 and half years in college is kind of a tribulation, but i will make the following years a challenge


This is not refering to anybody, but a motivation for myself.

Yesterday, Jennifer said smth that sounds real true, EMO is the curse for all blogs!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
maybe thats the only way ppl can express their feeings :P
and maybe thats how the birth of a great shakespearean?
who dare to deny that william shakespeare aint emo??'
'oh thou art the beautiful summer''...pui.

IM SO SO BORING AT HOME, I MISS ALL THE TIME I HAD IN CLASS!FRIENDS JOKES HOMEWORKS POLITICS TESTS EXAMS!