Friday, January 26, 2007

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Be true to yourself
True to your passion
True to your dreams, and
True to what you believe in
No matter how difficult it gets,
YOU CAN MAKE YOUR DREAM COME TRUE!!!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

The great awakening


Hey yo!
This is me(of course,taken in 2006,now im completely diff),
exactly a dreamer
I hav friends, no one ever lasted, and none i ever trusted
I hav dreams, not even one is fulfilled
having 365 days of decomposition in my past, living lifelessly in the tales of a fool
Now i begin to realise the purpose of life,
which is not to leave it grey and blank by painting colours to it
I'd spent my 2006 like the prodigal son, squanderinng around, contributing junk to the world
Somehow some sense managed to be inserted into my mind
And i realise that life cannot continue to be like that
It is the the time for the great awakening, a great revival for my fading soul

To stay away from the distraction of deadly sins that haunted me in 06
To trust in nothing but myself ,the judge and the operator of my life
To strive for the best, rescueing myself from the slacking past

To practice my faith more than anything else

To commit myself wholly into wat I am currently commited to

To bring myself back into reality from illusions and dreams

To present to you WHO I REALLY AM

Blazingkidz is having a strike back
Like an eagle !!!!!!


A GREAT WARRIOR WILL CHARGE FULLY WITH IMPETUS FOR THE SAKE OF HIS DREAM, HIS EVERYTHING...

...However, i'l still spare intervals in my life to dream...

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Like an eagle soaring

I am an eagle, an ego eagle
I come and i go, soaring freely in the sky
I am highly above , a lone ranger
I've got no friends, no one every lasted
I come and i go, leaving shadows wherever i go
I seek for my everlasting dream, beyond the rainbows
I glide high in the air, I see no one in my eyes, only you
I sought over the moutains and the sea, no signs of you
I tire out completely, exhausted
I will never rest, the only moment I hav my rest, the day i perish...

An eagle will seek, target and attack!!!

My life, the forest

(pic by me)
I often like to relate my life with pictures
This was my life previously, a forest
complex, messy and easilly get lost
Until the day i met her
someone who enlightens my life
showing me the correct path to pursue
bringing light and joy into my life
showed me the way the truth of my life
and made my forest like this :

(pic by Peixian)
Made way for me in the diverged forest road
covered the path with smooth pebbles
and leads to another endless dream

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

The Road Not Taken...

I still cant choose between responsibility and preference
Why cant we have both??
Or can we lose both??

Monday, January 15, 2007

Somewhere i belong...


Infront of my old house,
a place where i spent my most innocent childhood
a place where i started to build my dreams
a place where i kept all my secrets
a place where i was brought up
a place where i belong to
a place in Muar...

Its not flooded!!! haha
thank god my area wasn't flooded eventhough my old house always a victim of flood after a downpour :P
It certainly has all my childhood memories ,cycling, gardening, playing basketball, catch fish, climbing trees ...etc
It also went tru all my up and downs during the years i was there
truly a shelter of hope n joy for a kid, so young like me, once.




My 2 lil sis, i dont call them innocent angels, because they are definately more evil than i am...
just for fun.
But i see hope in life, just like they see happiness in the BLAZING candle.
I learnt to be positive and optimist towards life
God has given everyone a candle in their life, it is up to us to choose whether to keep it burning n shining , or to simply allow the gust of wind to blow off the light.


Sometimes, things just crop up and go against my way
even how beautiful i fantasized in my dream
slammed down onto rocky stones from somewhere in heaven
And i learnt that life is not strewn with flowers and smooth pebbles, but thorns, thistles and rocks
And often leave me in ABYSS
in the lost,brokeness and loneliness


Somehow i realise that this world is a harsh place
Surrounded by hypocrites you cannot trust
And cruel reality you wouldn't want to admit
Twisted and contradicted

In search of love , in search of joy, i've looked around
In brokeness, in loneliness, i've cried alone
until the day i realise what kept me going all the while
my pillar of strength, confidence and faith

MY FAMILY...

MY Her...
My God...

When the music fades, deep inside i know, i must not give up
My Dream, My Destiny, My Desire


All Began With A Dream...


"
Every night in my Dream, I see you, I feel You..."

Yeah, there is always a song ringing in my mind at any point of my life,
and this is the one for now
Everyone on earth has the right to dream, and so do i




I have a dream, a simple dream


A dream that is free from the grasp of fate and destiny...

A dream that reveals my true self which the reality had blinded...

A dream like an endless rainbow leading to paradise, one way, no turning back...

A dream of joys n wonders more precious than anyhing else could bring...


A dream that provides ...
a shelter for a victim of fate,
a comfort for a helpless soul,
a fairytale for a desperate idiot...




Hopes were often raised, only to be dashed
My dream, like a bubble,
once poked, then burst, never lasted.
When I am awake from my dream,
all is faded and is stripped away.
Leaving me nothing but a void deep down beneath my soul
Anyhow i still believe that a part of my love will always remain in my dream
And my heart will go on with this dream
Am i allowed to dream?

And here it begins the journey of my fantasy,
to tell u that
I Am Who I Am Not and I Am Not Who I Am!

Welcome to the World of Blaze-Craft!!