Want some Coffee??

What you see from the picture above??
Spilled coffee???
I have this problem of spilling coffee
everyday and everywhere i go i drink cofffee and i spill them occasionally
i got coffee spilled over my clothes, my bed, my Cds, my books and yes i got it spilled on my file yesterday!! a file that contains all my important documents such as certs, receipts , results.. etc
what the helll, and i believe that i smell like coffee now!
Howevery spilling coffee may be an art, i got it spilled on my tutorial pack for tax , and it added some colours of art to it, plus some nice aroma of coffee .

Have you manage to see what is it in the picture above??
it is not only as simple as a cup of spilled coffee
look carefuly
you might eve find the meaning of life in it
I've got a picture of Jesus over my spilled coffee!!!


haha actually not,i just got the picture from somewhere.
coffee, Jesus, coffee, Jesus ...Jesus over the spilled coffee
What message is it trying to send?

I dont know

When good things come , they come in bulk
When good things go, they go at once
it is not the first time to be on the peak, and then fall down the cliff
it is not the first time when u realise u are about to get everything, when u lose all a second ago
but it is the first time, i come across selfishness.
A self centred mindset that wants all the good for himself, and manipulates others
I don't know what am I talking about, and i don't care
I don't curse, but i bless
blessed is he who craves for wealth, may he be granted all the wealth on earth
blessed is he who is selfish, may he be given all things to himself
blessed is he who is childish, may he stays young and thinks like a 3 year old forever
blessed is he who is greedy, may he gets everything he wants
but blessed for those who are generous and humble, may happiness finds no one but them

maybe study stress or what, i dont know
sleepless nights, falling asleep in classes ,waking up late for tutorials, i dont know
working hard to maintain or get a click, i dont know
trying to preserve good things that is about to go, i dont know
what i know is.when u gain the whole world, you will lose yourself

so simple

A sudden realization.
A sudden jerk back to reality.
I've been making empty promises to myself.
I said I'll study.
I said I'm motivated,
But am I really?

I want to produce results,
But I don't put effort in.
I want to study,
But laziness set itself in.

So much has been said.
So much to be done.
So much to revise.
So little time.

What do I really want.
What am I supposed to do?

I want motivation.
I need motivation.
I feed on motivation.
I thrive on motivation.

With all those attention,
So much expectations.
I came into realization,
No more procrastination.
And now where's motivation?

Magic. why?

Addicted to magic recently
Why people do magic?

Why you do magic?

They are large number of magicians that I know do magic as a form of therapy. Because they feel inferiority, either he’s hideous (which they always think that way), lacking of social skill (too shy to talk with strangers), lower status in his job position (always being shouted by his superiors) or too poor (one who not born with silver spoon). And they use magic as a compensating tool. They feel superiority when they can do things their spectators can’t.
(quoted from forrest's blog)


Magic , is seperated from reality, blinds the truth, lies the eye and fools the fool
After experiencing all the jokes u can find in reality, trust me, you will prefer to let me fool you

I love magic alot, i practice alot, and one day, i will make you appear in my arms, and make the evil gone for good

Should I be proud as a Muarian?? lol