If only there is chance?

The rain, just never seems to bring
The joy, I feel the same
Everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
The hold you left the mark
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
To share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

faulty items i had from magic

Heres some of the faulted items i recieved

LINKING RINGS -one of the rings had a split in it

FORCING DECK -didnt have any instructions

MULTIPLYING BILLIARD BALLS - one of the balls was in half

BALL AND VASE -couldnt find the other ball

INVISIBLE DECK - consisted of 26 double facers

CHOP CUP - one of the balls keeps sticking to the bottom when i turn the cup upside down

STRIPPER DECK - the backs where normal!! ( No photo's of big breasted woman )

DING DONG - - Completly useless (according to the wife) batteries not supplied and made of "SPONGE" !!!!

Vintage 1800

Unlike memory drivers, if you delete memories from your heart, it is not permanently removed, instead, permanently stored in the infinite , and spread like cancer cells , till forever, if it shall come.


If forever is a day in my life, there will be no monday tuesday wednesday thrusday friday saturday sunday


Good things are illusions. My job is to create it.
How far will it go? depends on how deep you choose to indulge

everlasting

Nothing last but memories.

Had a great movie today, Red Cliff 2.
Watched it last year alone, decided to watch again alone. Indeed nice. no regrets.
Am so touched to see the war scene. Great production

Saw another gal who is watching alone there, wearing white. if you know who you are please drop a comment :P -sunway pyramid-

After Chinese new year, digging back old memories, catching up with old friends. strange yet familiar :P

Me and F5

Belated
I do Magic. I'l make it disappear!
Me and my parents, obviously dad left mum mid me right.


Me and my Godparents( due to catholic teachings, I have 3 sets of parents while others have only 1)
Me beloved grandpa

His award.
After thought: I felt so tiny between other prize winners with tons of awards, multiple papers, gold medalists, top scorers..... I'm a minemee!
*Disclaimer: They asked me to post with the red file. I'm not obsessed with it.*


Before this I did a show in Sunway Lagoon Pirates of the Carribbean Dinner

I met Suki the millionaire.
Another 2 hot pirates
A tiger
And a ZOMBIE. I THINK I AM SCARIER

Study= ?

Study a bit = Pays

Study more = Reward

Study a lot = Award



Choose one.

Illegal

I'm in an illegal gathering of more than 3 people...

sounds cool?

Respect Human's Right

Read a sad story from notice boards in college regarding human's rights.

A victim of rape, a refugee, begged: " please kill me after if you are going to rape me."
The cold blooded replied : " Let your shame kill you slowly"
WTF

That made me thought for a whole night.
Why cant we human beings treated fairly and justly?
I am guilt for looking away from a street cleaner or rubbish collector. I know it is wrong.
I'l try to give them a smile the next time I see them.

Refugees, lower class citizens and all mankind, have equal rights to be treated like a human, they deserve a smile , politeness, public facilities, Mcdonalds, etc.

Please, Respect human rights.

get it done now!

FOR GOODNESS SAKE, LOSE WEIGHT NOW!
171108 IS SO SOON!

Mooncake festival

I don't understand what is the theme here, moon or mooncake?]

Anyway, celebrated the festival in my room whole day . zzz
When come to kl, no life, no more childhood experience
Why we sacrifice our culture to compromise the advance in technology?

Miss the time when I carry lanterns, hanging around trees in the big garden in my old residence
Miss the time I actually burnt the lanterns
Miss the time where I played with candlelights around the compound, then scratching the wax off
Miss the time where i celebrate mooncake festival with my family back in Muar.
Miss the time We can enjoy the big round full moon without any pollutants filtering our view.
Miss the time where we talked about stories regarding how Chang-e and Hou-Yu's romance in the moon

I want to celebrate this festival back in Muar next year!~ Back in my old house where the beautiful compound is so suitably to be lit up with candlelights and lanterns.
And the whole garden will be lit by moonlights and lanterns
And we will gasp in wonder about its beauty



月有阴晴阳缺； 人有悲欢离合；
但愿人长久； 千里共婵娟。
Moon has different phases;
Human has sorrow, joy, departure, unity
May we live healthy and happily;
Enjoy the full moonlight thousand miles away.

Escape

Done my risk assessment through past experience
There are 2 outcomes, you will be barred from exam if you:
1. Skip the test
2. Score below 40
(Original contract)

Since I
1.wasn't fully prepared,
2.cherish time( time is money),
3.don't want to be demoralized,
4.LAZY
I took the path not taken, SKIP IT.

End result:
1. Students who scored below 20, Barred, or invited to voluntarily quit
2. Those who skipped, No barring yet(MUAHAHA, HUMBLE HUMBLE HUMBLE).
Condition: pass progress test2 or out we go.
(in substance)

I'm happy that i took the risk. Die also die later la die so early for what? still got 1 month maybe to test2? Lol

OK ABOVE WAS TRUE 2 DAYS AGO, BUT RUBBISH NOW
Almost got barred, given 2 choices, defer, or withdraw from college.
Is not high likely to be barred, but confirm.
Luckily it saved me. At least it does help sometimes.

But I made a promise to her, her and myself.
Now dead or alive also must fall in love with my at least 5kg notes, must fall in love with her.
I just hate carrying my bulky notes around, make me look nerdy.
I missed the old me, a pen, a piece of paper, and me. Where I can happily nap in class, picnic in class and still pass
I had a sudden crush. OMGosh I'm crumpled.
Being ambitious once more.
If I got the strength


LalALALALALalalalaLAlaLaLalAlALaLaLALALALalalal@

Greed

1 is not enough.
Give me 1 more.
The previous one was unfairly treated.
Just give me another 1 this time. Big one.

I know when to face the truth and I know when to dream =)

Give me motivation

Crappy.
Confused.
Caffeinated.
Contradicted.
Christopher...

A sudden realization.
A sudden jerk back to reality.
I've been making empty promises to myself.
I said I'll study.
I said I'm motivated,
But am I really?

I want to produce results,
But I don't put effort in.
I want to study,
But laziness set itself in.

So much has been said.
So much to be done.
So much to revise.
So little time.

What do I really want.
What am I supposed to do?

I want motivation.
I need motivation.
I feed on motivation.
I thrive on motivation.

With all those attention,
So much expectations.
I came into realization,
No more procrastination.
And now where's motivation?

Australia seems so far
Prizes seem so useless
Graduation lacks of attractiveness
Working is demotivating
ALL i smell is FREEDOM

Results Progress test and my slack in magic

Results out. Right choice for 2 papers combination. I killed law. Permanently.
I need 29 marks more for OBU 1st class.
Better pass my audit.
Hate results session, Din't feel good despite my results. Why people fail?

P2 kacau, so i skip the test, after series of risk analysis and past experiences.
See if she keeps her words :D

Acca camp tomorrow. Not enough sleep. How?

Have been slacking in my profession, Magic. Rejected shows and events. How smart.
I need to buck up, practice practice practice, and go out to amaze
Remember, it is not magic, its an experience. Unique

undecisive. Which better?

Even the world turns around,
I'm still ME


Here is an ambigram she made for me :

Dealing with figures.

Now I deal with figures and numbers
Numbers don't lie
They are easier to be dealt with, they present the facts
Learn to find truth in figures, not people.


You, as if evaporated into the air, untraceable, make me believe that it is insignificant
I don't owe the world, the world doesn't owe me

I have a mission
Set a wild target, aim for the things I've lost, get 'em back double.
Be ambitious, Dream.

* i set up a blog to talk to myself...

the day since...

Never heard about you since exam, how are you?
I'm silly.
New semester started, lonely, but familiar.
Cafeteria is again my enemy during lunch and break.
Sometimes is difficult to find someone to dine with
Sometimes you don't even know who to find for a movie.
Living for myself again.
get over it
hooray ACCA

Exam is over, then Magic, then exam,magic,over and over again...

Exam's over on the 5th, fell sick on the 6th , feeling bored on the 9th and going back Muar on the 11th, then i got life.

2 Main events recently
EXAMMMMM
Exam makes me feel good, my purpose here is for exam, before exam looks like *god* and after exam become dog :D always like that. That's why the word is reversible isn't it? Its meant for this
Exam is an experience, which taught me lessons i will never learn
Exam was suck, I learnt the hard way, they tested the easier way, nice strategy. DEFEATED.
But I will come back soon after the wounds.
Class starting in july, exam in december , holiday and life goes on...and on and on..when will it end?
It shall, soon.

MAGICCCC
When you've got no more value, there is always something which can add value to you, which will never turn you away, MAGIC.
Luckily there was an Asia magic festival held in subang parade last weekend, which compensated the emptiness after exam. If they have it every year, I won't complain much, but my wallet will.
3 days hyped with magic, performers from Korea, Philipines, Canada, Indonesia, Thailand, China, Hong Kong, Japan, and Malaysia.
3 days flooded by talented skilled performers and contestants motivated me to sharpen my tools to join their journey, it won't be easy but it is not impossible.
I can see the evolution from mockery when i started until the recognition i get now and then.

Besides, I just got to know that there is actually a magic university in Korea, which offers degree and diploma in magic.. What? yes its true. You will learn the history , sleights, presentations, effects, dance, theater, acting, filming, constructions of gimmicks and etc.
How tempting. How i wish to get rid of my life now and start fresh in that place!

My feedback for the magic festival.
Korea, due to their all rounded magical education, their acts are mostly original and performed pretty well, all of them can dance, an eye opener for me
Japan, a lot of traditional elements, nice but I'm not ready to appreciate, there were skillfull ones which never failed Wowed me
Thailand has alot of manipulators, from the same master
China, creative and great skill, they have lotsa talents
Indonesia, Hong Kong , not bad
Malaysia...ok skip
Just kidding, we have alot to improve and eventually we can make it.

For those who missed the festival, here are some pictures taken ,feel free to BE JEALOUS

2 Thai magicians, the first one i can't remember her name, second one is Lee Ann, hot
Korean magician, Hannah the snowwhite, Sweet!
Japanese double-dancing cane magician, Hanna Kikuchi, Cute!
We, Shon, Sze Hower, Jennifer, Richard Forget(pronounce as ForJE, from Canada), ME, Edmund and Simon, Cool!

Sucahyo, Tito Cris( Cris Castro), Edmund, Shon and I, Hilarious

Jei Min and Hannah from Korea, performing Snow white Themed theatrical magic


That's all.
I have 3 weeks holiday but I got no plans. It has been 5 years(form3) since i went on a proper trip. I will enjoy my days with my family and my hometown, my comfort place.
Well, I won't hope much this round, Hope things turn better after I get out of this shitty boring life here, wearing a smiling vendetta mask is tiring ;) You can't see what's beneath

Just pray that I will meet more right people in coming future than in current state.

(not gf, i've got 1. ;) Good one, far far away though)

PS: You guys are always right, Accountants are square and boring.

3 Reasons to Hire a Magician, so, hire me :)

Post quoted from:

http://innermagicclub.wordpress.com/

3 Reasons to Hire a Magician (My Biased Point of View)

Ok, I’ll own it up right off the bat. This is my biased advice to parents wanting a justification to hire a magician for their kid’s birthday party. Take my thoughts with a grain of salt.

1. Your child is special. Make his or her birthday party special and memorable. A magician at his/her party will make it special. The other kids don’t have one in their parties.

2. A live magic show creates a human connection that draws together your guests. Your child and his friends will all be thankful to you for providing it.

3. The food, drinks and decors of the party will pass to the the toilet and to memory. A good magician can give your birthday child fond memories that will last till old age. The magical moment will last forever in your child’s mind. I saw my first magic trick when I was in Grade 3. Until now, I still remember vividly that first magic trick.

You probably did not have a magic show at your birthday party when you were still a child. It was a novelty then that had not yet caught on. Today, many parents have realized it’s a must-have feature to make the child’s birthday party extra special and memorable.

So hire a magician to entertain the children and the adults at your child’s birthday party.

Or else I’ll stick needles on your voodoo doll.

Stay magical,

Leodini

www.leodini.com

Hey there lovely lady...

Hey there Goh Pei Xian what is like in Melbourne city huh!!?
Bad gal send me song make tears rolling. lol