Me and F5

Belated
I do Magic. I'l make it disappear!
Me and my parents, obviously dad left mum mid me right.


Me and my Godparents( due to catholic teachings, I have 3 sets of parents while others have only 1)
Me beloved grandpa

His award.
After thought: I felt so tiny between other prize winners with tons of awards, multiple papers, gold medalists, top scorers..... I'm a minemee!
*Disclaimer: They asked me to post with the red file. I'm not obsessed with it.*


Before this I did a show in Sunway Lagoon Pirates of the Carribbean Dinner

I met Suki the millionaire.
Another 2 hot pirates
A tiger
And a ZOMBIE. I THINK I AM SCARIER

Study= ?

Study a bit = Pays

Study more = Reward

Study a lot = Award



Choose one.

Illegal

I'm in an illegal gathering of more than 3 people...

sounds cool?

Respect Human's Right

Read a sad story from notice boards in college regarding human's rights.

A victim of rape, a refugee, begged: " please kill me after if you are going to rape me."
The cold blooded replied : " Let your shame kill you slowly"
WTF

That made me thought for a whole night.
Why cant we human beings treated fairly and justly?
I am guilt for looking away from a street cleaner or rubbish collector. I know it is wrong.
I'l try to give them a smile the next time I see them.

Refugees, lower class citizens and all mankind, have equal rights to be treated like a human, they deserve a smile , politeness, public facilities, Mcdonalds, etc.

Please, Respect human rights.

get it done now!

FOR GOODNESS SAKE, LOSE WEIGHT NOW!
171108 IS SO SOON!

Mooncake festival

I don't understand what is the theme here, moon or mooncake?]

Anyway, celebrated the festival in my room whole day . zzz
When come to kl, no life, no more childhood experience
Why we sacrifice our culture to compromise the advance in technology?

Miss the time when I carry lanterns, hanging around trees in the big garden in my old residence
Miss the time I actually burnt the lanterns
Miss the time where I played with candlelights around the compound, then scratching the wax off
Miss the time where i celebrate mooncake festival with my family back in Muar.
Miss the time We can enjoy the big round full moon without any pollutants filtering our view.
Miss the time where we talked about stories regarding how Chang-e and Hou-Yu's romance in the moon

I want to celebrate this festival back in Muar next year!~ Back in my old house where the beautiful compound is so suitably to be lit up with candlelights and lanterns.
And the whole garden will be lit by moonlights and lanterns
And we will gasp in wonder about its beauty



月有阴晴阳缺； 人有悲欢离合；
但愿人长久； 千里共婵娟。
Moon has different phases;
Human has sorrow, joy, departure, unity
May we live healthy and happily;
Enjoy the full moonlight thousand miles away.

Escape

Done my risk assessment through past experience
There are 2 outcomes, you will be barred from exam if you:
1. Skip the test
2. Score below 40
(Original contract)

Since I
1.wasn't fully prepared,
2.cherish time( time is money),
3.don't want to be demoralized,
4.LAZY
I took the path not taken, SKIP IT.

End result:
1. Students who scored below 20, Barred, or invited to voluntarily quit
2. Those who skipped, No barring yet(MUAHAHA, HUMBLE HUMBLE HUMBLE).
Condition: pass progress test2 or out we go.
(in substance)

I'm happy that i took the risk. Die also die later la die so early for what? still got 1 month maybe to test2? Lol

OK ABOVE WAS TRUE 2 DAYS AGO, BUT RUBBISH NOW
Almost got barred, given 2 choices, defer, or withdraw from college.
Is not high likely to be barred, but confirm.
Luckily it saved me. At least it does help sometimes.

But I made a promise to her, her and myself.
Now dead or alive also must fall in love with my at least 5kg notes, must fall in love with her.
I just hate carrying my bulky notes around, make me look nerdy.
I missed the old me, a pen, a piece of paper, and me. Where I can happily nap in class, picnic in class and still pass
I had a sudden crush. OMGosh I'm crumpled.
Being ambitious once more.
If I got the strength


LalALALALALalalalaLAlaLaLalAlALaLaLALALALalalal@

Greed

1 is not enough.
Give me 1 more.
The previous one was unfairly treated.
Just give me another 1 this time. Big one.

I know when to face the truth and I know when to dream =)

Give me motivation

Crappy.
Confused.
Caffeinated.
Contradicted.
Christopher...

A sudden realization.
A sudden jerk back to reality.
I've been making empty promises to myself.
I said I'll study.
I said I'm motivated,
But am I really?

I want to produce results,
But I don't put effort in.
I want to study,
But laziness set itself in.

So much has been said.
So much to be done.
So much to revise.
So little time.

What do I really want.
What am I supposed to do?

I want motivation.
I need motivation.
I feed on motivation.
I thrive on motivation.

With all those attention,
So much expectations.
I came into realization,
No more procrastination.
And now where's motivation?

Australia seems so far
Prizes seem so useless
Graduation lacks of attractiveness
Working is demotivating
ALL i smell is FREEDOM

Results Progress test and my slack in magic

Results out. Right choice for 2 papers combination. I killed law. Permanently.
I need 29 marks more for OBU 1st class.
Better pass my audit.
Hate results session, Din't feel good despite my results. Why people fail?

P2 kacau, so i skip the test, after series of risk analysis and past experiences.
See if she keeps her words :D

Acca camp tomorrow. Not enough sleep. How?

Have been slacking in my profession, Magic. Rejected shows and events. How smart.
I need to buck up, practice practice practice, and go out to amaze
Remember, it is not magic, its an experience. Unique

undecisive. Which better?

Even the world turns around,
I'm still ME


Here is an ambigram she made for me :

Dealing with figures.

Now I deal with figures and numbers
Numbers don't lie
They are easier to be dealt with, they present the facts
Learn to find truth in figures, not people.


You, as if evaporated into the air, untraceable, make me believe that it is insignificant
I don't owe the world, the world doesn't owe me

I have a mission
Set a wild target, aim for the things I've lost, get 'em back double.
Be ambitious, Dream.

* i set up a blog to talk to myself...

the day since...

Never heard about you since exam, how are you?
I'm silly.
New semester started, lonely, but familiar.
Cafeteria is again my enemy during lunch and break.
Sometimes is difficult to find someone to dine with
Sometimes you don't even know who to find for a movie.
Living for myself again.
get over it
hooray ACCA

Exam is over, then Magic, then exam,magic,over and over again...

Exam's over on the 5th, fell sick on the 6th , feeling bored on the 9th and going back Muar on the 11th, then i got life.

2 Main events recently
EXAMMMMM
Exam makes me feel good, my purpose here is for exam, before exam looks like *god* and after exam become dog :D always like that. That's why the word is reversible isn't it? Its meant for this
Exam is an experience, which taught me lessons i will never learn
Exam was suck, I learnt the hard way, they tested the easier way, nice strategy. DEFEATED.
But I will come back soon after the wounds.
Class starting in july, exam in december , holiday and life goes on...and on and on..when will it end?
It shall, soon.

MAGICCCC
When you've got no more value, there is always something which can add value to you, which will never turn you away, MAGIC.
Luckily there was an Asia magic festival held in subang parade last weekend, which compensated the emptiness after exam. If they have it every year, I won't complain much, but my wallet will.
3 days hyped with magic, performers from Korea, Philipines, Canada, Indonesia, Thailand, China, Hong Kong, Japan, and Malaysia.
3 days flooded by talented skilled performers and contestants motivated me to sharpen my tools to join their journey, it won't be easy but it is not impossible.
I can see the evolution from mockery when i started until the recognition i get now and then.

Besides, I just got to know that there is actually a magic university in Korea, which offers degree and diploma in magic.. What? yes its true. You will learn the history , sleights, presentations, effects, dance, theater, acting, filming, constructions of gimmicks and etc.
How tempting. How i wish to get rid of my life now and start fresh in that place!

My feedback for the magic festival.
Korea, due to their all rounded magical education, their acts are mostly original and performed pretty well, all of them can dance, an eye opener for me
Japan, a lot of traditional elements, nice but I'm not ready to appreciate, there were skillfull ones which never failed Wowed me
Thailand has alot of manipulators, from the same master
China, creative and great skill, they have lotsa talents
Indonesia, Hong Kong , not bad
Malaysia...ok skip
Just kidding, we have alot to improve and eventually we can make it.

For those who missed the festival, here are some pictures taken ,feel free to BE JEALOUS

2 Thai magicians, the first one i can't remember her name, second one is Lee Ann, hot
Korean magician, Hannah the snowwhite, Sweet!
Japanese double-dancing cane magician, Hanna Kikuchi, Cute!
We, Shon, Sze Hower, Jennifer, Richard Forget(pronounce as ForJE, from Canada), ME, Edmund and Simon, Cool!

Sucahyo, Tito Cris( Cris Castro), Edmund, Shon and I, Hilarious

Jei Min and Hannah from Korea, performing Snow white Themed theatrical magic


That's all.
I have 3 weeks holiday but I got no plans. It has been 5 years(form3) since i went on a proper trip. I will enjoy my days with my family and my hometown, my comfort place.
Well, I won't hope much this round, Hope things turn better after I get out of this shitty boring life here, wearing a smiling vendetta mask is tiring ;) You can't see what's beneath

Just pray that I will meet more right people in coming future than in current state.

(not gf, i've got 1. ;) Good one, far far away though)

PS: You guys are always right, Accountants are square and boring.

3 Reasons to Hire a Magician, so, hire me :)

Post quoted from:

http://innermagicclub.wordpress.com/

3 Reasons to Hire a Magician (My Biased Point of View)

Ok, I’ll own it up right off the bat. This is my biased advice to parents wanting a justification to hire a magician for their kid’s birthday party. Take my thoughts with a grain of salt.

1. Your child is special. Make his or her birthday party special and memorable. A magician at his/her party will make it special. The other kids don’t have one in their parties.

2. A live magic show creates a human connection that draws together your guests. Your child and his friends will all be thankful to you for providing it.

3. The food, drinks and decors of the party will pass to the the toilet and to memory. A good magician can give your birthday child fond memories that will last till old age. The magical moment will last forever in your child’s mind. I saw my first magic trick when I was in Grade 3. Until now, I still remember vividly that first magic trick.

You probably did not have a magic show at your birthday party when you were still a child. It was a novelty then that had not yet caught on. Today, many parents have realized it’s a must-have feature to make the child’s birthday party extra special and memorable.

So hire a magician to entertain the children and the adults at your child’s birthday party.

Or else I’ll stick needles on your voodoo doll.

Stay magical,

Leodini

www.leodini.com

Hey there lovely lady...

Hey there Goh Pei Xian what is like in Melbourne city huh!!?
Bad gal send me song make tears rolling. lol

i type 299 words per minute :P

299 words

Speedtest

My ambitious routine

In shows i do alot of ambitious card routine

In life, i missed several chances to be ambitious

I have another chance of being ambitious right now
I just hope no any wild card will pop up to ruin my routine
I'm praying
Its not easy
Its low
But, i still got a chance.
No news is good news.
I'm still praying


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光良 握你的手

作词：姚若龙 作曲：光良 编曲：吕圣斐

山顶的风凉得像钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星
一坠落就不停
我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦地凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得
也该让你远离
握你的手
坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔
是停止挽留
是停止再挽留
握你的手
像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了
不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手
都为了再握手
但这一次
是为了放手

Cold breeze at the moutain peak snuck into my heart
Silence is the only topic between us
The relationship that used to be is fading to friendship
Love is like meteor
Once fallen, it will never stop
We tried to recover the gap between us, to make it invisible
The only regret is avoidance will not solve any problem
When i gazed deeply into your exhausted eyes
How unbearable I am
I have to let you go

Get hold to your hands
Hold on to the last second
Even though the love is cold
At least memories will remain warm
Understanding is so much difficult than love
We tried our best
Maybe what gentleness means
Is to stop persisting
Stop persisting..

Get hold to your hands
Bid a light farewell by your ear
The eyes are wet
There are touching moments besides pain
When i waved my hands at you in the past
Was to hold on to you
But this time
Is to let go...

So random right?I translated the whole song by Guang Liang :P
hehe
When i heard of this song, I got inspired
Enjoy this wonderful song
Enjoy holding hands with your love ones
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Dream?

I dream my painting, and then I paint my dream -Vincent Van Gogh-

I think this blog is mainly on the subject dream
But what is dream?
Scientifically, its a phenomenona series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep
Dreams are the images, thoughts and feelings experienced while asleep, particularly strongly associated with Rapid eye movement sleep. The contents and purpose of dreams are poorly understood, though they have been a topic of speculation and interest throughout recorded history.

It occurs in humans, most mammals, and some birds. The events of dreams are often impossible or unlikely to occur in physical reality, and are usually outside the control of the dreamer

So, What is dream?
I always wondered. When I am writing this post, am I really awake and back to reality, or am I still in my dream, dreaming myself doing all of these, is it part of my dream? or is it the reality?????????

Dreams, everybody has dream. When someone has no more dream, he will be rubbish.
What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?
There is a chinese saying, men are great because of dream. ( but this dream referring to another dream)
Dreams are so abstract, people often dream big, but never action
Some people took up the challenge, but shattered all way down
Some people refuse to accept it, and waiting for a day to be back to real

Dreams are annoying. When you think you are almost there, something strikes you back to reality
Only in dreams everything are so beautiful, and in reality everything seems opposite.
I used to have dream. But i stopped. And now i began to pick the pieces of it, and work towards it.
I always wonder, will i wake up, or continue indulge in my fantasy.


The fishermen know that the sea is dangerous and the storm terrible, but they have never found these dangers sufficient reason for remaining ashore.
Vincent Van Gogh

I'l come back later, i go continue dreaming. good night

Gratitude.. O.o

More than words i can speak

Thank you for the opportunity given to me
Thank you for being part of my dream
Thank you for the start of a great semester
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for the care and shelter provided
Thank you for brightening up my day
Thank you,for making my day,so sweet.
Thank you,for keeping me off loneliness.
Thank you,for pardoning my errors
Thank you,just for being you

And for this tender moment
I'll save to reminisce


"I Take Joy

I Take Joy
I take joy every day, in the simplest of things,
Like the sound of the thrush, and the song that he brings,
Like the sight of the clouds, as they're drifting on by,
All floating around me, and filling the sky.
I take joy in a smile from a genuine face,
From a tender sweet look, or a gentle embrace,
I take joy in what's free, and costs nothing at all,
A moment of laughter which sometimes I recall.
I delight in the fact I am here every day,
A chance to enjoy all which might pass my way.
We pass this way once, so many would say -
But I take joy in fact that I'm living today.
The sounds of the world brings such pleasure to me,
After years of such silence - just the sound of a bee-
Is pure magic, enriching the joys of today,
As he scurries and buzzes and goes on his way.
I delight in the kindness of folks that I know,
The caring, the thoughtfulness, people can show.
I take joy in the fact that my heart knows no fear,
For I've been given today, and another bright year.
I thank God every day for the love I have known,
For each happy sweet day, for each tenderness shown.
I take joy in my heart, more than can be expressed -
For a life of such beauty - A life truly blessed.

-Inspirational and motivational poem quoted from an author in UK
"

Dejavu

Is God sending a message to me?
Experience can be duplicated?
Attitude and behaviour can be duplicated?
Why, everything is so alike , no, it is exactly
Stories of 2 totally different person, can be duplicated?
Why is it so similiar
Why it seems so real?
It seems to fall on the same person
But they are 2 totally different people
And we are 2 totally different people
Could it be Deja vu ...?
I'm afraid
I'm sorry
I'm regret
I'm feeling what she felt
I cant look back
but I can proceed forward

Christmas 07

I'm dreaming of a white christmas, just like the one I used to know...

Have you had a merry little Xmas 07?

I had a satisfying Christmas, but something is still missing

I had an enjoyable Children's Christmas party in St. Andrew church Muar
Did a show for the party as the theme for the year is magic

I participated in a 3 days Christmas caroling, singing carols of joy, bringing back olden yet golden memories , as well as new experiences


Where all faithful friends departed for some time are gathered together and shared moments of joy.(I told you, MAGIC is the theme for christmas)


I celebrated a unique Christmas in 07, at the peak of a mountain, in the midst of cloud


Passed my christmas eve bringing laughter and joy to people
Awaiting christmas surrounded by snow and ice


Celebrated my Christmas day with kids in party

And spent my christmas night with cards dice and chips

With a special one by my side, blessings from my friends and family, and guardians from God

I dint go to church, but i welcomed Christ with an open heart, for this day is born a savior, my Messiah
I'm happy that all races actually came together and celebrated the birth of Jesus
I'm glad i greeted my beloved ones
I'm happy that I know, You'll be happy too.

And then a brand new year came by
2008
sounds good? sounds bad ?
For you and I to discover
Big plans awaiting me, my future is uncertain, and I'm here to explore
Dream Big and Believe, miracles will be created :)

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(Please, Dont try this at home)